Go on out but come back in
you told me to live by, so I went
with my little dog trotting
at my side out of the garden
into woods colored rotten.
I did this several times, out and in,
it was of course a meditation.
The out surrounds me now
a whole invisible O to live in:
tender tantrums, sky gone suddenly gray-
still soften light but no one brings
papers here to sign. The top of the water
shudders under the brush of wind.
Past? Present? Future? No such things.
Copyright © 2000 by Fanny Howe, Selected Poems, University of California Press
[Go on out but come back in]
Fanny Howe